EyEs
You asked me to look deep in my soul,
You wanted to know what's hidden beneath,
You wanted to breath me,
Look deep into my eyes,
The only door to my soul,
All my hidden fears,
My hidden love and hate,
My hidden surrender,
My old stories,
And new hopes,
My rusty tears,
Tears of happiness and joy,
Tears of regret and surrender,
But don't look for long,
I might surrender to tears,
I don’t know why but I feel like crying,
Don’t look for long,
Coz that makes me feel naked,
Ashamed,
Don't look for long,
Or don’t look at all,
Coz that’s my hidden door,
that's my closed book,
the one I don’t want anyone to read,
but would you be able to read?
Would you understand my eyes,
Would you get into my soul?
I don’t think so,
You see, you don’t understand,
You don’t feel me,
You can never breathe me,
That takes someone who loves,
Someone who already got into that door,
And not by asking any questions,
Knew my past,
Knew my fears,
Knew what I like and dislike,
You ask for a door?
It's right in front of you,
I gave you more than one chance to enter it,
I showed you more than a dozen of keys,
But you're not willing to understand,
Not willing to grab the key and keep it in your heart,
You'll never read my eyes,
You'll never enter my soul,
Here I am crying,
The door is soaked in tears,
But that doesn’t matter,
Coz it's clearing the way,
My eye doesn’t want you to enter my soul,
It's clearing your last footprints,
I'll cry today,
And maybe other days,
But not for losing you,
But for clearing you out of my way,
Can't believe,
That I was sending you messages threw them,
Can't believe I told you I love you threw them,
I'm just glad you never translated my gaze,
I'm just glad that you're just a player,
Looking for different doors,
Go look else where,
Coz the only door, That can be unlocked,
Is not for you to appreciate!

Xx Asiah xX